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It is nothing special about being special, because being special means that you are all alone, the only one of your kind, no how many humans you are with, you are the only one.

Quote hari ini, ga ada yang spesial dari menjadi seseorang yang terlahir spesial kecuali kutukan kesendirian yang dibawa sang empunya. Bahkan Sukarno selalu merasa sendirian dan lebih memilih sendirian dalam kesunyian, mendengarkan bisikan bisikan dan desiran yang tidak diucapkan oleh manusia. Membiarkan sang pencipta membelai lembut dan mengusap semua luka di raga dan jiwanya. Lalu apa yang spesial kalau pada akhirnya kamu sendirian? Hanya kamu yang dianugerahi pengetahuan dan pemahaman itu? Hanya kamu yang dibukakan pintu tabir yang tersibak diantara lautan manusia tidak berdaya. Kamu spesial, memang benar, tapi ada harga yang harus dibayar atas semua itu, you are the one of your kind, you are all alone -

Ditulis pada hari hujan diantara petir dan badai
Didapat ketika hari tenang pada malam tujuh ke sembilan

One of my fav playlist that I'm never get bored with, Ariana Grande. Despite of her sexyness in the way she sang on clip, her voice was as good as it should. Hampir semua lagu yang dinyanyiin sama Ariana Grande, gw suka. On top of that, there is a two acustic song that I did loved most, the tittle say "The Way" and "Right there". Dalam versi non acousticnya, dua lagu ini emang bagus, but somehow, in acoustic mode, this two song is even better (I think).
Here you are!

People with Cheap life dont stand a chance against a good ending (bagi pemegang trisula, nyawa mereka tidak akan ada harganya)

Ini bukan masalah harga dari sebuah nyawa, tapi bagi mereka yang telah membunuh, tidak akan ada tempat lagi di dunia kecuali merubah segalanya. Some young do a reckless one, they do think that they still have much time to change, they dont realize that they actually in the dead line of their life phase. Die young sometimes be a better option for God to make but human will never understand, it is say that God is unfair. Even so, God knows everything, he is so wise than anything, once again humans lose to God in fair and square.

But why a good man also die faster just like a bad one? What makes you think that being good will eventually make you live longer? Not even a single things can make sure about the God decision. It is still up to him anyway. But again, Cheap life dont stand a chance, kalao lo cuman fooling around dan bahkan menyimpang dari jalan takdir lo sendiri, just get ready to be another slave for the trisula user. It is just another way of salvation from savior. So, dont regret it.

You die young when . . .
1. You decide to die (whether you are depressed or so on)
2. You are destined to die young (it was written in your own book)
3. You are a good man to die (some say a good man die sooner than later)
4. Tuhan berubah pikiran (God change his mind)
5. etc
In this case, all of them pick the fourth . . .
Ada banyak tabir tentang kenapa orang bisa mati muda, salah satu nya yang ga dipahami banyak orang adalah kesalahan fatal dan penyimpangan orang tersebut dari alur takdir nya. Ketika seseorang telah mentargetkan sesuatu di buku kehidupannya tapi dia tidak mampu menenuhinya pada waktunya (bahkan tidak mampu untuk melakukannya ketika dia sudah tua, they will eventually die sooner). It is not an absolute theory or some else like that, but at least it could explain the condition.

I give you an example: seorang gadis, dia diciptakan sedikit lebih istimewa dari gadis lainnya, bahkan ia dilindungi oleh beberapa penjaga disisinya. She is smart, well educated, deserved loved, wealth enough family, have a bright opportunity, but . . . .
a. She decide to date a wild . . .
b. it is means, She will be away from a man that she meant to be with
c. the storyline will be different . . . and so she will eventually not accomplished her mission

itu hanya satu alur, what if the things just getting complicated, for an example:
a. She abandon her religion
b. She decide to fool around
c. She pick a wrong fucking dude
d. She is dumb enough to realize her mission (her purpose of creation)
e. She is good enough to feel beauty but that's all (she isn't developed her character or even packed her things for a journey of life)
and then . . .
and then . . .

#you can also swap it to he

Dalam beberapa series novel, dikatakan bahwa orang tidak akan mati sebelum waktunya, it is right and I am agree with that. One things missing, what makes you think that your time is loose enough to fool? What make you do think that you are valuable enough to God? If I can say, I will eventually say a sad truth that "Humans life is actually cheap". It is for real. You may not understand that from any education perspective, you can only understand that if you already unlock your other side of thinking. It is impossible if you are just one type of any kind IQ or EQ or even SQ type. you must try to combine all of three to gain a new one UQ (Universe Quotient).

Me? I dont have such a things, it is just happen that I see what others dont, just that

A bit weird for a tittle, but one thing if only you could imagine that there is someone that was given a picture about your death, then he is kind enough to spoil the fun and tell you about what is your opinion about it (if you dead in bla bla bla years)

Satu note penting tentang sedikit pengandaian dan omong kosong tentang membaca masa depan adalah "Kau membaca apa yang Tuhan pikirkan dan Tuhan tidak selalu sesuai dengan apa yang kamu lihat". Aturannya sederhana, sungguh. Tuhan membiarkan kamu melihat sesuatu yang seharusnya tidak kamu lihat, Tuhan membiarkan kamu tau sesuatu yang seharusnya tidak kamu tau, kata kuncinya adalah "Seharusnya tidak". So what next? Artinya walau kamu benar melihatnya, walau kamu benar bisa menjelaskan tentang apa yang kamu lihat, mereka tidak akan percaya (dan memang seharusnya begitu).

Paragraf kedua sangat membingungkan ya? Baiklah, biar aku perjelas, walau itu benar kamu bisa melihat masa depan, tapi tidak semua masa depan bisa kamu ubah, itulah pemahaman yang harus kamu ketahui dan kamu terima. No matter what you have done in order to prevent someone's death, in the end you realized that you could never ever stop the death. Sebuah perumpamaan sederhananya sama dengan analogi:

"Ada seorang ibu melintas jalan kereta padahal orang orang tau bahwa ada kereta yang akan melintas, people shout but her ear are shut"

Aku sendiri sebenarnya sudah melakukan sedikit kesalahan, I spoil the fun, I told them about their own future to be. One of the three dont believe it, One another think it is just a joke, One of the last wants the detail. Yah aku rasa ga ada gunanya juga sih, I dont give a S**t to the first two. They think that they will live forever or somehow they are not trigger the timeline of life. Muda bukan berarti kamu akan hidup seterusnya, seenggaknya itu yang aku dapat dari dua orang pertama. They are girls and they only have a little time (much or less 1 to 2). Well yah, setelah gw pikir pikir lagi, it is none of my bussines at all. Meskipun yah, there must be a reason for the vision, but I have already warn them anyway. Disitulah kewajibanku gugur. But I still have one more things to save, the last one!

Note: Dear the two to third, may you rest in peace if God really mean it (I hope He does change his mind)