Selasa, 06 Mei 2014
"Cinta itu sederhana, hanya terkadang orangnya saja yang membuatnya rumit"
Suka juga sederhana kan? atau engga? sesederhana kita menyukai sesuatu, tapi ga semua orang suka atas perubahan, yah begitulah. Untuk beberapa saat aku tenggelam, menyelam, merasakan lagi, sesuatu yang namanya sakit hati, walaupun kalau dipikir rasional "Ngapain sakit hati coba, orang gitu doang, bego banget". But man, that's happen. Aku hanya benci diabaikan, really it suck! "Who do you think you are?
Aaaaahhh okay, it's hard to find a good girl in a good quality, for real, well aku ga pernah bilang dia cewe yang ga baik, tapi mungkin akan lebih baik lagi buat orang lain. Padahal banyak cerita yang pengen aku bagi, banyak hal yang pengen aku tunjukan ke dia karena aku pikir dia punya pandangan dan perspektif yang mirip denganku. "Well believe me, being born from a royal family doesn't give all the good in the world, I've been proved it". Aku bahkan berniat membina hubungan yang baik dan serius, yah walaupun ga sebagai pasangan mungkin sebagai teman baik? Siapa yang tau masa depan? Just wanna make a relationship, it is not always about being a couple or something, sometimes being friends is as good as the other one" tapi yaaaaaah dia terlalu sibuk, so what i can say? Nothin at all
"Right fool, now start to move you ass out of this sick joke" - Said the brain
"All right, sorry if I had drag you into a trouble" Heart
"It is okay, having you fine, no scratch, no break, it is good" Brain
"Thanks" Heart
"I am glad you still alive" Brain
"Yeah"
"So let me erase her from our world okay? he-he-he" Brain
"??????"
Lalu aku menghadap tuhan lagi hari hari setelah itu, "Tuhan, kau bercanda ya? Ini tidak lucu, sungguh, aku sakit hati karena hal yang sederhana" lalu entah bagaimana aku tertawa, mentertawakan diriku sendiri, hahaha good one God! menurutku ga ada yang lebih epik daripada ketika kamu menertawakan dirimu sendiri saat kamu justru dilanda kesusahan.
Bisa aja aku mengutuk keadaan, bisa aja aku mengirim "sesuatu itu", bisa saja dia tertimpa kesialan sepanjang bulanku ini, but I am not doing it! not me, not my pals, and not the "things" that guard me.
"Calm down Mikhail, brain is good! -said the brain
"You too Akbara, heart is fine! -said the heart
one last word: "Thanks for make me feel what love, or . . at least feel liking someone, oh yeah thanks too for make me feel jealousy, agony, anger, and hatred once again, been sooooo loooong a go, feel nostalgic, and I am glad, my heart still alive, I hope you have the good test too. Who ever know that your heart works fine, maybe it is need to be torn apart first right? or not? haha just kidding, hope you get good, however we know and God know, you won't :D, oh no no no I beg God to give you a good lesson too, instead of anything bad, hope Allah with you, or not? haha, depends on yourself, change yourself, because I do pray for you, don't let my prayed get wasted okay, you don't like to be wasted too aren't ya? :D"
